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i feel quite idiotic. i didnt a see a whole paragraph for my paper, and i misread a few questions for today's paper.

my adapter is finally repaired. after short circuiting my whole house, and today, at school. i was really delighted that the electricity tripped at cit today because the man just refused to believe that my adapter was faulty. and i was hoping that the electricity would trip because that'll will really show him. hah. why would i lie about something like that? moron.

week 14

you know how people say they're pulling out their hair over studying ? i am seriously doing it. my hair is knotty from all the layers and the new drying shampoo. so my hands get really bored when i'm studying and i start running my fingers through my hair, then i try to clear the knots. and some of my hair gets yanked out in the process. this has happened many times over the week already.

i'm losing my already little hair from studying.

and one week is too little time to study for 4 modules !! i just finished frantically reading 6 chapters of fim. now my head is throbbing with interest rates, swaps, forwards, futures and options and my eyes are closing. how do people study till like 3 or 4am? i dont understand.

i want

i.cannot. wait. to. go. on. exchange.
i want to go to new york before i head to toronto.
i want to watch roddick play at the US open. flushing meadows !!
i want to go to miami.
i want to go to disneyland in orlando.
i want to go mexico.
i want to go to hawaii.
i want to stay on-campus.
i want to wear nice wintery clothes. for a while.

i dont want to study for audit.
i dont want to study for FIM
i dont want to study for income tax
i dont want to study for AIS
i dont want to start internship

i think i want too many things.........