halfway

and i am getting nowhere with my calling. seriously. so today my other supervisor came to talk to me to give me 'constructive criticism' of my calling. i am actually very well aware of the things mentioned. but i just dont think i have the aptitude of being a good salesperson. because you gotta be persuasive and well, salesperson-like when you call these companies. traits which i am sorely, sorely lacking. i blame it on my reserved personality.i know these things are fairly trainable. but i just dont like it. so sales is definitely out for me, even though the money is in sales. and it's probably good for me if i try to be more less reserved. but i'm maybe i'm just too stubborn for my own good.

so, anyway i think he gave up on my calling and assigned me stuff which i have far more interest in. i'm going to attempt to construct a portfolio. by friday evening ! and i have a feeling i'm going to end up recommending some rubbishy combination of funds and he will probably have a good laugh at it for a while. but it's okay, much better than calling !

caught golden compass this week too. it wasn't as good as expected. although they have gorgeous female leads. eva green is not exactly pretty, but she's arresting. she just has the kind of face that you want to look at forever. and the demons are so cute. i want a little demon too.