still hazy skies

i am slowly dying here.
the haze is unbearable. i can feel my lungs blacken by the minute whenever i'm outside. we are all going to die of some respiratory disease, thanks to our forest-burning friends.

and i am doing the dumbest 1000-word essay ever. my leadership reflective paper. i was extremely tempted to write about my group mates as a challenge. but i figured it'll go beyond a thousand words then. and everything in uni is counted. so i really shouldnt write rubbish, like what i did for my comms assignment.

urghh. i feel very bitter. i am shrouded in a thick cloud of dust, and i have to write an essay on leadership. and analyse robinson's annual financial report. and think of how to sell high heels to men. and advise bee-ling if she can sue aruna. and i'm talking nonsense now.

on a brighter note though, i have been looking at fire mountain gems jewelry maker's catalog. and this catalog is the most amazing thing ever! they have all the beads in the world. and all the earring hooks in the world. acrylic, pearl, gemstones, everything! and as i flip through the catalog i have images of myself designing the most beautiful earrings and necklaces ever! and everybody will be really awed by my lovely designs! my mom's quite excited too. she's worse than me. she has folded pages and figured out, for real, how to make these things.