i am so fucking irritated and frustrated now. i feel like just not doing anything about it since i probably wont get any crap scholarship. and nobody is fucking replying me.

i feel exactly like how a preganant woman should feel. i am nauseous in the morning. and i am extremely grumpy all the time. and i get anxiety attacks. and yes i feel bloated all the time.

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.