a rant about fillipino ez links and malaysian film makers

okay so i got rejected from lkc! so kind right.
but i was rather reticent throughout because i had nothing to say on ethical dillemas i faced. hello, i'm only 19 years old, what kind of ethical dilemmas can i face right.
and alot of people around me were overseas students who had alot to say about everything.
and this girl was like, oh back home in phillipines my mom used the senior citizen's ez link card. i told her it's wrong to cheat the state!
i was damn appalled. that's not an ethical dilemma, that's called being cheapo. which everybody does once in a while.
then i might as well as say oh i watched m-18 movies when i was 17. so i cheated the censorship board. i was morally wrong.
siao.
so a while later they asked if lying is wrong. so i said i can tell you my situation whereby i had to lie to a parent because of a homosexual cousin, so sometimes lying is not wrong.
it's true loh.
but i think nobody believed me.
haha.

i met the glenda lee after that for da vinci.
and so it's true, da vinci was terribly bland and boring. i thought the flashbacks were quite silly. but we both thought silas was quite hot! and really, they shouldnt cast tom hanks as robert langdon because he is very dreary looking. he looks very glum all the time. lighten up!

and after that we sat at burger king's for a while mourning over our university choices. which is not much really. smu is for rjc people who have nowhere else to go to. and we are going to fail classroom participation. because everybody is going to talk nonsense and pretend to be smart.

why. i want a quarter of a million dollars and study at place i want to go to. and not end up at a place by elimination.

so glenda and i wanted to go brazil tank tops to make ourselves happy. she got it but i didnt. because i realized my trip will burn up my bank acct. and i will regret buying a brazil shirt which i can wear only during the world cup.i am sensible.

on a lighter note! i am going to taipei!!!!!! tickets have been booked. although now i owe my colleague close to a thousand dollars.

i dont want to go town anymore. there is nothing nice to buy and everything is expensive. the great singapore sale is useless.

i think i should go work in the singapore tourism board and revamp our retail industry! hah.

i'm tired and talking nonsese. bye.

a rant about fillipino ez links and malaysian film makers

okay so i got rejected from lkc! so kind right.
but i was rather reticent throughout because i had nothing to say on ethical dillemas i faced. hello, i'm only 19 years old, what kind of ethical dilemmas can i face right.
and alot of people around me were overseas students who had alot to say about everything.
and this girl was like, oh back home in phillipines my mom used the senior citizen's ez link card. i told her it's wrong to cheat the state!
i was damn appalled. that's not an ethical dilemma, that's called being cheapo. which everybody does once in a while.
then i might as well as say oh i watched m-18 movies when i was 17. so i cheated the censorship board. i was morally wrong.
siao.
so a while later they asked if lying is wrong. so i said i can tell you my situation whereby i had to lie to a parent because of a homosexual cousin, so sometimes lying is not wrong.
it's true loh.
but i think nobody believed me.
haha.

i met the glenda lee after that for da vinci.
and so it's true, da vinci was terribly bland and boring. i thought the flashbacks were quite silly. but we both thought silas was quite hot! and really, they shouldnt cast tom hanks as robert langdon because he is very dreary looking. he looks very glum all the time. lighten up!

and after that we sat at burger king's for a while mourning over our university choices. which is not much really. smu is for rjc people who have nowhere else to go to. and we are going to fail classroom participation. because everybody is going to talk nonsense and pretend to be smart.

why. i want a quarter of a million dollars and study at place i want to go to. and not end up at a place by elimination.

so glenda and i wanted to go brazil tank tops to make ourselves happy. she got it but i didnt. because i realized my trip will burn up my bank acct. and i will regret buying a brazil shirt which i can wear only during the world cup.i am sensible.

on a lighter note! i am going to taipei!!!!!! tickets have been booked. although now i owe my colleague close to a thousand dollars.

i dont want to go town anymore. there is nothing nice to buy and everything is expensive. the great singapore sale is useless.

i think i should go work in the singapore tourism board and revamp our retail industry! hah.

i'm tired and talking nonsese. bye.

okay, me and synyi walked and walked and walked today. and all the pretty things were far too expensive. so that made us feel quite depressed. and the crowds were quite maddening.
until, we found tops at mphosis! hoho. very discounted. although at a glance, the things were quite ugly.
i need to buy a nice belt. but i cant seem to find any. and as always, the nice ones go for $75 or smt.
and i wanna watch coldplay! i've never watched a concert before. haha, yes i'm such a loser. i wanted to watch franz ferdinand early this year, but i didnt. coldplay can be nicely melancholic, although they can sometimes border on depressing.
and i want to go wildwild wet too. just because, i havent :)

i am streaming with endorphins now! teehee.
so i caught x-men today, and had a rather good meal. so that put me in a pretty good mood !
and tomorrow, my sister will be back from maldives. i hope she bought stuff. if there's any to buy. and i took a halfday leave for smu talk with hw. halfdays are good. i wish i could take halfdays everyday.
haha, and something quite funny happened last night. i left the phone on loudspeaker, instead of switching it off after a conversation, so i got woken up my singing in the middle of the night! and it creeped me out for a while, because i thought it was somebody singing outside. and when i closed the windows, the singing became louder.

dinner awaits.

my sister is living the life in a presidential suite! in sun-drenched maldives while what am i doing? filing stupid things in the office.

and i am valued at the office! hah. the boss wanted us to work in august. because of the drought of interns then. but no, there is no bloody way i will file and word process stupid things for rich kids who are all going to be successful anyway with/without our help anyway. the plan was to stop end of june, but the boss wants me to stop mid july.

darn, i should have just said i was backpacking around europe for 2 months.

okay, and my mom is getting too paranoid. now, i cannot go to hongkong with just 2 people. wtf!!

and she's banning be from bali!

garh.

i am beyond bored!
okay i have finally, finally uploaded my pictures. at http://fatfrenchgirl.shutterfly.com
and i am still feeling rather bleagh. took a half day leave because those damned cramps. and the poofy eyes. adn the lack of sleep
maybe a holiday would do me some good.

puffy things

gosh. i feel terrible.
eyes are swollen from the lack of sleep. i think these are the most swollen i've seen.
and i have work to get through.
till 6
i hope i dont collapse into sleep on my desk.

it was supposed to be the perfect day, and it was, with mi3 and bikini shopping with synyi until late afternoon.
and it was supposed to make my day, but it ruined it completely.

nope, baby muppets arent gonna make me better. nothing much is going to, really.

i woke up feeling even worse than ever. because i slept too little last night. think i was too grumpy to fall asleep nicely.
so i decided i really should get smt for myself!

hehee. and it was on clearance. baby muppets teee.

work has been especially mundane. me and victoria have 2 weeks to clear a stack of worksheets. and the stack, is impressive. i think i will take a lifetime to file everything.

and my sister has started on the korean serial da chang jing. it's the one that everybody keeps watching. and i was a little wary of korean serials after attempting to watch autumn in my heart, or your heart. or smt .

mi 3 tmr!

rahh. i am highly irritated now.

okay, first i watched american idol. and taylor pretty much set the mood for me for the rest of the night. he goes into stupid spasms on stage. i hope he doesnt get to the finals. america is deaf and blind if he is voted into the finals. katherine and elliot!!!. i got goosebumps when katherine sang over the rainbow today. and elliot looks like a pet rabbit! or squirrel. or the like.

and then my travel plans (if they even existed in the first place) have gone awry. very awry! so yes i'm pretty peeved by the way things have turned out, especially since i could have gone away with other people. but it's too late now. was complaining to my parents and they were rather amused by me. so i told them i'm gonna save the money to learn driving! hah. and suddenly, i think they want me to go bangkok / hongkong. or whatever. because they dont really fancy me spending a bomb on driving lessons. i dont know why though. driving is useful! maybe they think i'll crash the car if i do get a licence.

i am very very very irritated!!!!!

i shall buy a junkfood tee to make myself happy!!!!!!

okay la i dont know we'll see abt that.

an extremely random post.

i am terribly bored at work.
urgh, i hate work!!
anyway i was very marvelled at jt's bank account. she has dunno how many k in savings, even though i earn more than her! and i have a measly amount.
and i have yet to learn driving.
i have been saying i wanna learn driving since last year but i have not started! urgh. this is due to the ridiculous amount of money i have to spend on it. pffpht.
and i replied the ucas form today. i gave a "firm" to lse, and warwick was my "insurance". although it all probably wouldnt matter, since, i am too poor to go overseas, and i am not smart enough to get a scholarship.
and i was watching this show on starworld yesterday, callled "the scholar". it's about people competing for a scholarship to any school of their choice. and they have this showdown thing, where there is a test on any particular topic. and yesterday was bio. and the questions they posed were so damn easy! and i dont even take a level bio!! hah. i will be brilliant over there.
okayy everybody is back.i have to work to do. tata.

met up with the classmates today at nydc. alot of talking. everybody's going overseas to study, except poor sad me.

okay, i told my dad to help me fax documents to national infocomm. and typical of him, he is rather obsessed about sending in every sheet, making sure it reaches them. i think he sent it twice. with a cover page, my name on every page, complete with page numbers. i think the people there are going to think i'm a little psychotic. :S

i'm meeting the girls tmr to plan for the hongkong trip. so i decided a little research will be useful. i highly suspect that we're all going to end up talking about everything else but the trip. and i checked, air tickets are so expensive! and hotels too. so i should really forget about keeping my budget below 1000 (including expenses). unless i want to stay at geylang type of hotels. plus i'm not too keen on budget airlines. and surfing travel sites are quite fun! i get abit addicted. and then i'll pretend i'm planning a trip to new york, or smt. haha. although that's really pathetic, taking imaginary trips.

at this rate, i will never learn driving.

i am so fucking irritated and frustrated now. i feel like just not doing anything about it since i probably wont get any crap scholarship. and nobody is fucking replying me.

i feel exactly like how a preganant woman should feel. i am nauseous in the morning. and i am extremely grumpy all the time. and i get anxiety attacks. and yes i feel bloated all the time.

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

my eyebags are about the size of africa now. 3hr sleeps are really,irritating me.

the more u reach out. the less, u get.
and sometimes the more u think u're in nice, warm cosy place, the less u are.

i shall, really, go to sleep now. even though it's only 9pm. i was too tired to eat dinner today.
if i wake at 3am, maybe i'll go online. and post random musings. and marvel at my body's lack of ability to overcome jet lag.

eeyer. i'm still a wee bit jet lagged. i wake up at 4 am in the morning. and then i have trouble falling back to sleep. and i'm damn sleepy now when it's only 7 in the evening. i'm terribly lousy. sadly, i'm not much of a traveller as much as i would like myself to be.

so the morning was spent sorting out pictures. shutterfly was damn bloody annoying. so i gave up on captioning. and my dad's getting obsessed with the photos, and the album. i think this is what happens when u take another week of leave and have nothing better to do.

and on the trip. it was rather fun. i have decided that i'm going to buy a house along the 17mile drive. i'll pick up golf and play it everyday at the golf course overlooking the pacific ocean. i'll walk my dog along pebble beach. and feed fat and greedy squirrels. then after that i will eat the best clam chowder at nearby fisherman's wharf, while gazing at fat sea lions who do nothing but float around. and then i'll also buy a yatch and float around the pacific ocean .wee. and then after that i will take a 3hr drive to sf to shop all i want.

la was alright. disneyland was great. i was hoping to bump into stars, like a britney or smt! but they're all tucked away at beverly hills, which is another 2 hr away. and the hotel we stayed there wasnt that great really. and the stupid chambermaid threw away my contact lens cases! so that left me rather pissed off because i had to keep my lenses in plastic spoons! how sad is that!

and then vegas was, well, vegas.

anyway. i discovered this interesting website today! www.myheritage.com haha. all u have to do is upload ur face and they match it with a celebrity. so to my delight! i look like jessica albaaaaaa! yayyyyy. and i concluded i looked like choi ji woo the most. i didnt really knew she existed until today. and she is a v popular korean actress! but on the other hand, they said i looked like oprah winfrey and coolio too. that wasnt very comfoting.

and i think i'm meeting the people on sunday to discuss hk. i do hope i really get to go. but i guess i wouldnt me terribly upset if i didnt. i'll just use the money to learn driving!

terribly sleepy.

haiyah i'm too lazy to upload any more. i think i will just dump everythingi n shutterfly.

pictures from disneyland! me and my mom in front of the "its a small world' ride.
heehee
okay. uploaded wrongly. i dunno how this photo of the nevada wilderness popped in.
mickey and minnie!

okay i'm terribly messy. i'm just selecting random pics to put on blogger. haha.

silly frames outside the mann's chinese theatre
wisteria lane! well, the outer part.
mom and dad.
heehee, so cute!

baaaaaack.
america was really fun! and i loved san francisco the most. i took about 124319862 pictures and bought about 230947 things!!! okay la not so many. but still.
the long flights could kill me though. i experienced motion sickeness for hte first time frm hk to singapore today. and it was terrible.
feeling terribly jet lagged now.
sf was my favourite. and it was such a pity i spent only a night there. hated the arid neveda deserts and the heat! vegas was really sin city. with their thousands of slot machines and strip clubs. and free porn magazines. and opulent hotels with crazy replicas of the statue of liberty, pyramids, eiffel towers. that's vegas for you.
la and it's theme parks were fun. disneyland was really fun! i especially liked the mickey mouse roller coaster. or it's called california screaming i think.
and shopping at sf is great. although i only spent a day shopping. bought victoriassecret stuff with a vengeance. and abercrombie. sephoras. and virgin was having a cd sale. and i didnt even have time to stop at macy's or nordstrom. pity eh?
speaking of shopping, there were the factory outlets. hee.
okay i'm terribly sleepy and jet lagged now. i shall upload pictures and blog more, when i'm less so.