the upenn rejection letter sounds, incredibly thoughtful.
as again, i'm somewhat terrified of making these kinda, life-altering decisions. these unis are but a bunch of letters to me, nothing more. and i have the smu scholarship thing tmr, where i have to transform into an outgoing smart alec overnight. i wish i could be in school again, then i dont have to worry abt what to wear to work every morning, or do stupid applications (and forgetting them), or work. i want to just loll around school and fall asleep at lectures and eat cheap yongtaufoo, or maybe nasilemak. and whine at trainings. and reach home late, tired but still happy.
pffpht.