the smu scholarship thing was DAMN DISGUSTING. oh gosh, everything went fine until my attention wandered. and boom. i was called to conclude the entire debate, if u would even call it a debate. and i delivered, word vomit. as soon as all that crap came out of my mouth, i was like ??!!? and everyone was gawking at me like i'm the biggest moron on earth.
oh well.
i never want to attend another of this kinda scholarship selection test. so screw all the scholarships. i will just be a normal person and get on with life.
i am the epitome of mediocrity. i never really excel in anything, but i dont suck completely either. (erm, okay unless you count ball games, then i completely suck.)
rah. i want to take half day leaves everyday. quite nice to saunter in and out of the office while everybody is piled with work.