i suddenly find it depressing that i spend my half year holiday workign my ass off typing worksheets. i want to do something meaningful, or at least, i can learn a thing or two. i lead a rather sad life, i wake up, go to work. come back and sleep. and do nothing much , really. i feel like saving the world!

ideally, i want to pack my bags to travel around the world, except it takes a very large bank account to do smt like that. but i've heard of somebody taking a year off to travel aroudn the world, and pick up jobs on the way. much to the horror of her parents.

i have also taken a liking to listening to 90.5. thanks to my dad. i like the cheesiness of 80s music. makes me wanna bob to the music. and then there are the slower, jazzier ones. except most of the time i dont know who the artistes are, or the titles of the songs.

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day ,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul,
Shadows on the hills ,
Sketch the trees and daffodils ,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colours on the snowy linen land,

Now I understand ,
What you tried to say to me ,
And how you suffered for your sanity ,
And how you tried to set them free ,
They would not listen ,
They did not know how ,
Perhaps they'll listen now