amazon!

i want a million little pieces by james frey! that storybook's supposed to be really really good. and my sister is ordering stuff from amazon. but i'm broke. my life is sad. i want so many things. but i cant afford any of them! and kite runner by khaled hosseini looks good too.

and i got $200 cuz apparantly i won some good progress award. pity i can only get the money after 27 nov. so right now, i'm still miserably broke. and by 27 nov, christmas is over and i'll prob have to start work and i wont have time to spend the money anyway. gah.

us applications are really pissing me off. i hate writing essays. finished the michigan ones. but somehow they seem so sloppy and unpolished. but i'm so tired of editing it. on the other hand i wanna submit it soon so i can get it over and done with.

and i still have scholarship essays to write, next time.

pffpht. holidays aint turning out so great after all.