my parents are crazy. they want me to find a person to go with me to malaysia tmr, in replacement of my sickly sister.
and then i call my friends and i ask hi do u wanna go malaysia with me tmr? and they were very amused. and they all thought i was insane.
haiyoh, i need a homeless friend.

bleagh

my supposedly hectic week has turned out to be anything but.
rahh.
and my sister aint gonna go to malaysia tmr! because she fell sick. it's not her fault. but now i'm gonna be really bored for the next three days. when i could have been in town celebrating the coming of the new year in a more happening way. pffpht.
i am so bored.
but when i come back from malaysia i'll be quite busy i think. that's cuz i'm gonna start work! i pray i have nice colleagues to talk to, and bosses are nice.
and i hope that the trip will be somewhat decent. i think the only thing i'm looking forward to is the shoe shopping. malaysia has some quite brilliant shoes.
and i absolutely dread the drive. i hate, hate long drives. urgh.
andi have to wake at 5am tmr,
what is the world coming to.

king kong

caught kingkong today. it's so long. i thought some parts were redundant. like the giant roaches, which were really gross. and the wormy things. and when t-rex came out i thought i was watching jurassic park. they should just cut out some of the creatures.
and i was terribly sad when they trapped kingkong. when they splayed chlorofoam onto the poor creature's eyes. and anchored him them. i thought that was the most heart-wrenching moment. it's always like that when u see somewhere strong, not just in the physical sense get cornered like that.
but i like narnia better, maybe cuz kong didnt have a happy ending. and narnia was more magical.

and i cant believe wendy won the challenge at proj runway yesterday. she's gross. she cant design. she just fluked her way through. she's old and bitchy. and ugly.

oh, i cant believe i sold 2 old tops off yahoo. it's quite lucrative, i say. and i bought earrings for haowen. because it was her birthday and she just got earholes.

and thank goodness i didnt get anything more for other pple today.

gah. suddenly i wish i was working my ass off.

boxing day!

happy boxing day!
okay. so my mom took me down to robinson's at centrepoint today. and that place was in completel pandemonium. like a warzone. thank goodness there was mphosis there to entertain myself with. because u know, robinsons is not exactly known for nice clothes. at least, not for the ladies. i bought my work pants and a polka dotted three quarts.
and when i wanted to pay, the queue was ridiculous. especially since i'm not even buying much. so my mom decided she might as well buy something else since we're going to be queueing for an hour or so. so she bought bed linen etc. and there we were, queueing and queuing. it was ridiculous.
the whole of orchard was just packed with people. not fun.

oh i'm watching king kong tmr! yay.
i like the 9pm show with fionaxie and jacelyn tay and ann kok. because they're all really gorgeous!
and michelle's back from uk!

merry, merry christmas

merry christmas!
met haynes for christmas today. it was nice. dinner at cartel, where we were both struggling with the chicken. and they gave this nice gingerbread.
and then we watched narnia. which is really nice. i think it's worth the hype. i was really sad when aslan sacrificed himself. and when the witch snipped off his mane. but the way she died was quite dumb. i mean, for all her powers and everything, she dies when aslan just lunges at her. and i like the fact that nobody dies. because the almighty aslan just has to breathe into people to revive them. the 4 of them were quite useless though.

yay i'm very happy now because narnia makes me happyyyyy.

and i got very pretty turqoise earrings. and i'm sorry for being terrible!

so it was quite a nice christmas after all. except i forgot to take pictures.

oh saralow is asking me if i wanna go india to do cip-teaching young girls english! i want! but i start work like next week. maybe i can take leave! yay. i shall do some good next year.

merry xmas!

it's christmas eve! the party wasnt all that bad, even though i got really bored at the end. the carollers were so cute! the kids were so adorable. and i was happily videotaping 2 very pretty carollers. and the food was good. turkey, ham, ice cream log cake. so i was stuffing myself silly.

i like festive seasons. nice food!

oh and i bought nice looking work clothes. now i wont look frumpy in working attire. mom bought me a smart black suit. i was at burberry's a few days ago. and they have some of the most spiffy looking blazers and pants. but they're like a thousand bucks. so maybe, when i'm a loaded investment banker, i can buy some for myself . heh.

yay hope tmr'll be fun.

!!

okayy i'm pretty annoyed with my parents. hello, i'm just asking for a bank statement for my application to the unis. it's not like i'm asking u to pay for an education overseas.

urgh!

anyway, on a lighter note. i bought all my christmas presents already. and i met up with synyi and jaya. sat at coffee club and talked for like 2 or 3 hours. it was nice. i got a body shop gift set from jaya! yay. attending my auntie's christmas party tmr. i hope it's not boring, like last time. she hired carollers. hoho. and the food's usually good.

and sunday i'm going to mt faber i think. hopefully.
ooh i cut my hair today. stupid fox salon raised the price suddenly so i didnt cut my hair then. plopped into francis&jean at far east. everywhere else was packed anyway.

tired. pffpht.

buckeroos! here i come.

yayyyyy. i just got my first job. with the learning lab! so i'm buying office clothes. quite exciting. but i hope i have friends there. i hope people there arent weird or anything.

urgh. there's smt wrong with my eyes. it's like blurred vision. i dont know. seeing the doctor next week. and i have a history of bad eye health. so i'm very scared.

hmmph.i got completely drenched today. me and my sister were like 2 morons running from the busstop to the cmpb building. i was soaked. and my sister was complaining that her boobs will be wrinkled. from the water. then it was swedish meatballs at ikea. and walked around at paragon. oh, dawn yeo is on the cover of fhm! but she doesnt look as good as she's supposed to. maybe her plastic surgery wasnt that extensive afterall.

i wanna go mt faber and see the pretty christmas light tree thingy!

tsk.

tsk just went my limewire is up and running. my computer goes bonkers.
okay, so i watched santa's slay. the show's quite retarded but quite funny. that wrestler man just goes nuts killing everybody in sight.
went for the parliament interview today. and the first thing they did was to give me a paper to write about the singapore political system. !!!?! so i wrote that we had mps, ministers, and prime minister, and a president. phrased such that it was about a paragraph of 100 words. and then i was just babbling and babbling at the interview. about how i like to draw and i wanna learn a new language (what nonsense!)
aiyahh i'm so tired.
i think when i start working i might just faint.
and the mango sale's just dumb cuz i cant seem to find anything that's my size.
pffpht.

limewire!

LIMEWIRE IS WORKING AGAIN FOR ME!
hoho. yay! i'm quite happy. uploading mp3s with a vengeance. i know it's illegal and everything, but hey, i still buy legal albums every now and then. so it's okay.
and i got into bristol and warwick! okay, no big deal, they're not like harvard or anything. but it's still comforting to know. although my parents had to remind me that i have to get a scholarship, or it's useless, even if i ever make it to some venerable university.
ahh. my comp is functioning really slowly. and my mouse is screwy.
pffpht.
and i'm still too lazy to develop prom photos. the photos are in my comp. but because my comp is ridiculously old, i dont have a cd writer. cant really write into a cd. and then, i dunno how my thumb drive thing works. so i still cant transfer my photos, somewhere.
i've been really sleep these days. like all i want to do is sleep.
terrible.i really should start work soon before i become terribly lazy. hopefully the job interviews go finee. i'm beginning to regret rejecting the offer by starhub. because i'm so sadly broke now. been eating too much cup noodles cuz i cant afford anything. my lifestyle is becoming unhealthy.
i played tennis today though! but clearly, we both forgot everything that was taught by eddie those 3 mths. i think i was more tired from picking up balls then actual playing.
sleepy. urgh, something's wrong.

just came back from a day out.
chicken little is a huge disappointment. i cant believe i spent 9.50 on some rubbish cartoon show. it's nice only if u're like, a 4 year old.
we should have watched perhaps love! but haynes didnt want to watch. i happen to think takeshi kaneshiro is quite hot. except i havent watched any of his shows.
and then we took a nice walk at the esplanade. i think the singapore skyline is pretty.
and home after that.

i wanna go wild wild wet!
yay i like the programme on radio now. powermix. very nice.

amazon!

i want a million little pieces by james frey! that storybook's supposed to be really really good. and my sister is ordering stuff from amazon. but i'm broke. my life is sad. i want so many things. but i cant afford any of them! and kite runner by khaled hosseini looks good too.

and i got $200 cuz apparantly i won some good progress award. pity i can only get the money after 27 nov. so right now, i'm still miserably broke. and by 27 nov, christmas is over and i'll prob have to start work and i wont have time to spend the money anyway. gah.

us applications are really pissing me off. i hate writing essays. finished the michigan ones. but somehow they seem so sloppy and unpolished. but i'm so tired of editing it. on the other hand i wanna submit it soon so i can get it over and done with.

and i still have scholarship essays to write, next time.

pffpht. holidays aint turning out so great after all.

i think i made an interview no-no by asking what the pay was. hoho. how?

but other than that i thought it was quite okay. the people were quite nice. but i dont think i'll get the job. cuz they keep stressing about how their interns end up in yale/harvard/princeton. garh. and i'm not brilliant enough. although looking at the job scope, i dont see why u need somebody that brilliant.

and i got called for another interview again next week with the parliament thingy. couldnt quite hear the woman properly while i was out. think i shall call her again.

so i was walking around today alone after carolling. and i was at gramophone. and i saw macy gray's cds going at $12! and i was just dying to buy them. but i stopped. cuz at the rate i'm going, nobody's going to get any christmas presents from me. sad eh.

and then i walked into marc and spencers' and the food section, was glorious! all so prettily packaged. i wanted so so badly to buy at least a box. but alas. financial woes.

ah. michigan's essays await.

hoho i just got called for a job interview with the learning lab. i thought they forgot about me. cuz a week after i applied they continued with their ads which had an additional line of "previous candidates have included cambridege, stanford, princeton-bound students". and i am clearly not one of those illustrious people. so i thought they wouldnt bother.
and they called! but the most embarassing thing was when they asked about my prelims. okay, at first i thought it was nothing to be embarrassed about. and then i said fmath i got an E. and the woman was like oh, B! and then i had to repeat loudly , E. and she was like oh, what happened. oh well, but she sounded nice.
hoho. i hope i impress them enough tmr. then i can finally, finally get a job. i have some 5 bucks in my wallet. not good.

hmm. but tmr i'll have nothing to do between 1 and 5. cuz the interview's at five and carolling ends at one. think i shall collect my fort minor album and maybe, window shop? clearly. i have no ability to do any real shopping.

ah! i have this weird feeling that i never really sent my sat scores to upenn and berkeley. because i just did for michigan. and they sent me an email confirmation and everything. but i didnt remember looking at anything like that for upenn and berkeley. so now i'm extremely confused. and scared that everything's there but the darned sat scores.
urgh. applications sucks. why cant everybody be as orderly as the brits?

i feel really screwed.
there's so much shit at home.
like, i find it ridiculous that my parents are grumbling that i'm applying to too many universities. when it's only 3. normal people apply to like 4 or 5. and it's not like i'm spending money on frothy or frivolous things. it's universities for god's sake.
and then there's the whole financial rubbish on the michigan form. apparantly i should have gotten some bank statement. but i've submitted already. and i hope they dont reject me on the basis that i cant prove my financial sources.
and then there's this hope shit with my mom. her reasons of preventing from going out with people is just ridiculous. i mean, at least give me one good and logical reason. or excuse. whatever u call it.
and then my sister is not really talking to me cuz i yelled at her the other day.

pffpht.

haowen!
tammy lim.
guozheng
yash and glenda! yash's hair!!!!!!!
black
sepia
seehong
so1B
sab

dxo. with carolyn
dxo with synyi
me and haynes. how do u rotate pics?
sara
class girls
peiyi and jaya
with gorgeous kit theng
jia
jessica
pre prom

sigh. cant get most of the pics up. these are the ones that are uploadable.

prom

tsk. i cant seem to upload pictures here. but nvm. another day then.

so anyway, the day started with me heading over to royal peacock. and then i met tammy and co. at raffles place to do the makeup and hair. hoho, i liked my hair! it was curled and peacock-ish. now, if only i can upload pictures.
my makeup was thick, but still unable to conceal my bad, bad pimples. but i was quite satisfied with everything.

and the prom itself. the food wasnt great. and after that it was just mass, mass photo whoring. and everybody just stopped listening or eating. but it was fun. except my cam died halfway. and by the time i revived it, i had missed too many photos. :( oh jiawen and minzheng won prom queen and king. the rest, i dont think anybody really cared.

and then we cabbed back to the hotel, changed out and headed back to dxo. at first the crowd wasnt great. there were very few pple on the dance floor, then later everybody started coming in. and it was better. and ken jom went! hoho, i was so surprised. most of my class was there i think. and then we headed to the dance floor. i think guys become a little mad at clubs. half of them looked sloshed, and then there are those who dance so vigorously. and then abishake went up the podium, thought it was quite funny to see them like that. and although i had free flow, didnt really make use of it. didnt drink much. but i danced so much i was so tired, and my feet was dying. pffpht. but it was fun.wouldnt mind doing it again.

and ididnt sleep at all. couldnt. think it was too beyond my bed time. by the time we went to bed it was 5.30am. so i just lay on the bed. very much awake, till like eight plus.

and went i reached home, i crashed out. and my sister's really annoying me now. what an asswipe.

hmmph. hopefully pics will be fine tmr.

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today's been a worse than terrible day.

i was so bloody annoyed this afternoon. it was raining at dhoby ghaut and i had to cab to ymca. after which i was told no singaporeans are allowed.
and i was fucking mad.
who wouldnt be?
especially since he was there yesterday, if he had attempted to book in a room it wouldnt have happened. (if we had booked like last week at other hotels this wouldnt have happened at all)
and there i was, furious, alone, half-drenched, with a big ass ulcer in my mouth, and 3 bad ass pimples on my face.
and then his tutor called and tried to explain. but i felt there was nothing to explain. explaining or apologizing's not going to solve anything, and i didnt feel that he was wrong to begin with.
and eventually, i was the one who cleared the mess. i went to royal peacock to book a damned room.
and i was seriously considering not staying over. after all this crap. everybody talks and talks, but nobody actually does anything.

am exhausted now. after all the running around.

prom better be good after all this shit. but then again, i heard the food aint good. it's only 5 courses! 5 courses! a decent dinner should be 8-10 courses!

ohwell.

wtf

wtf.
i'm surrounded by 2 people. one who doesnt make any decisions. the other, who makes all sorts by herself. and somehow, i always have to adjust my schedule for both.
been really irritated these days.
still.

prom is messy. i probably have to go down this afternoon to book the damn place. because, certainly, i dont want to be roomless. while spending the night is fun, i'm going to need somewhere to dump my stuff.

really, really pissed off lately.
pffpht.

anatolia

sitting at the 6th floor of wisma. everybody thought we were ridiculous.
hoho. silly frames. our wedding picture. pictures are blur cuz of lighting, shaky hands and not very good camera.

met up with the girls today. prom plans! ah but everything's really screwed up for me. think i'll have to do my hair and makeup by myself. :( cuz i'm doing my makeup at shisheido. and then i'm staying apart from them. so it makes things extra inconvenient for me. urgh. dont wanna do my hair alone.

but it was fun today. we went to eat anatolia today. but first i met glenda to look for prom dresses. and she had to go look for travel agencies, cuz her mom told her to book a tour for the family. and we had a mortifying experience at a seedy, messy travel agency. the condition was just disgusting and the staff were so pushy and they kept calling glenda strange names. so east asia is the best. they're like pro and nice. everybody should go book tours with them.

then dinner at the turkish place at far east. and then prom plans discussion before we headed home.

good day today. urgh. bell prac tmr. (it was postponed)