of roses. &hello.

yesterday the two lovelies came to over. and i got nice birthday presents from them. mrs fields cookie, lingerie set, ankle socks, a rose, and earrings! and they all form the letters of my name. like Cookie, Lingerie, Ankle socks, Rose, and Accessory! heh.
but i did somthing really stupid today. i wanted to dry the rose, cuz i think dried flowers are pretty. so i hung it up at my window, quite securely, or so i thought. and then when i came back from tuition, the rose is on the parapet. unreachable to anybody. am very sad indeed.

so yesterday was good, because my friends came. but after that it was awful.
i dont like dead air.
and i hate it when people are rude.
didnt catch much sleep last night. because i was lying on my bed, thinking about things.
it's always like that. one minute u're basking in the warm sunshine, and then the next, u're thrown into the deep end. and nobody's there to catch you.


and i dont like it like that.