back to square one! well, maybe.

well. things havent gone exactly well. for me.
sometimes being rational doesnt really work.
nor does talking.
nor does, not talking.
well when nothing works, then i guess things are really bad huh.
little replies.
why, i already feel like it's the end even though nothing's been said.and i'm fearful of the conclusion.
my sec3 chinese form tutor once said that girls, they enter junior college, all cherubic and lovely. then they leave, a little wizened, perhaps a little old. Well, that is those who fall into this messy emotional state of affairs. She said you can tell these people apart from those who havent been through these obstacles--so called.
if anything happens. i'm going to walk away with dignity.

i'll take it back. painfully, slowly. but surely.