as if i couldnt feel anyworse, i have a huge gigantic ulcer in at the back of my mouth i cant smile eat properly without feeling this searing pain. and i'm ill. quite ill. has to be sentosa. i remembered shivering when i came out of the water and the winds were really strong.
there's so much negative energy in me, i feel like, i need to expel everything out. Talking to wrong made me better, although i think i just did what exactly she told me not to. but ohwell.
on a brighter note, my dad's buying me the zen! the 4G one. silver i think. cuz black's out of stock and they're not going to manufacture anymore. yayness.

went window shopping tgt. lunch at coffeeclub. tried jimmy choos and marc jacobs flats. longchamp bags. although i must add i cant possibly afford any of those. I think i just made myself even more sick cuz now, i have feel giddy and faint. and there's still sats to study for.

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