sometimes i feel like the biggest moron on earth. always starting and ending the conversation.

anyway.
i think i'm rather sane now, after all the madness the past four days.
it's going to be weird seeing everybody in school tomorrow. and then after-school tomorrow will be even more so.
wont be rushing down after math s.
and there's no need for sunblock.
dont need to for extra change in my never ending supply of transparent bags of which i have to poke holes in to hang up in the rj toilet.
no more trudging in the mud, treating macritchie like home.
no more moaning of bringing heavy k2 boats down from up the slope.
no more runs into the forests.
no more runs up and down the hills.
no more hides in narrow shelters when it pours.
no more cabbing from macritchie to school, and then from school to j8.
no more sinful lunches at novena.
no more cries for more tape or plasters.
and my wilson cap wont be used in a really long time.
blah.
i'll miss this all.