hohum

been rather busy of late.
20,21,22. and today's 13. and that leaves us with 3 trainings left.
after which, it's wham, bam and i'm not quite so sure how to deal with the aftermath.
and as much as i rant about how i absolutely abhor training, or whine about the after-water land excercies, or how it kills by social life, i know i'll miss this when it's over.
i'll miss screaming at hw to pull, i'll miss being screamed at by everybody to lift those elbows of mine, i'll miss everything.
but meanwhile, i am hell anxious about 20,21,22. heats-semis-finals. i'm praying very very hard that the path will be smooth. i'm not expecting to win the race or anything like that, but finals, no less.
i'll be crushed if.

wait, no ifs.