you dont know what it's like

extremely frustrating.
my brain is going to burst after a day of quantum physics, non uniform circular motion and shm.
and no, it's not like the i've-studied-so-hard-and-i-understand-everything-and-now-i-deserve-a-break kinda feeling.
it's more like feeling drained. because i've spent half a day trying to do problems on math. but dang! i can only solve one question.
a little problem over there.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm stupid. and i cant do math problems.
i'm doomed, i'm going to spend the rest of my life holed up as a garbage collector.
i cant buy pretty things. like the hollister skirt. or gorgeous clutches. or nice parfums from michealkors. or espadrilles.
and i'm only quailifed to be a garbage collector because i'm too damn stupid to do anything else.
and then they'll sack me because i have a bad back.
then i'll be jobless.
and i'll be a sad soul.

okay. see. math and physics are making me incoherant.