disco inferno!

am not looking forward to coming land trainings.
but nevermind i shant think of that for now.
at least i know when the world falls away, there's always someone there for me.
this is my journal of insecurities.
anyway. i bopped down to town to grab the 50cent album. and then did some shopping.
so there, my shopping list has grown longer. and i've gotten my long-awaited belt.
and i spotted an absolutely bust enhancing top today.
very good for the flats like me.
I need alot of money NOW. for myself. for him. haha
oh, just let me lead a life of decadence and indulgence.
i'll be quite happy thank you.
instead of the shit i have to live with now.
sometimes i wonder why the hell i'm so bloody nice to friends.
or rather "friends".
i'm fucking stupid am i not?